☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞

If I were a boy, Even just for a day
Id roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on
(Chorus)
And the award for, the best lie goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech ohh
How about a round of applause
Standing ovation

♥ PROFILE

babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

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~~Friday, December 11, 2009~~

12:13 PM

why? why those guys tat play(shirt/baju), alwaes tink bout themselves n their peeps first?
they cn ignore or put aside their girl so easily..they fight for revenge and their rights but they cnt fight for their girl..i just hate their mindset..

we as girls, if we love love them, we cn sacrifice anitin or even die for them..!
why cnt they do the same ting?!! i wana know whether they realise this or not, if they have ani problems, who are alwaes ready to help, who wil b by their side al de tyme?!!

WE BITCHES!!

wen they nid sum1 to give them love wen nobody cares about them, who are willin to give them?? wen they nid pleasure and warmth, who please them with it??

WE BITCHES!!

Can they get al this from their braders or gang peeps?!!! ~~NOOOOO!!~~

so all u gangsters out dere, plz tink bout it..plz appreciate the girl tat loves u with al her hart n soul..if not, at least let her understand tat u dun nid her animore n return her love tat she gave u niceli..shes alrd badli hurt so dun crush her animore..i know how it feels becoz i've been thru tons of u guys alrd..n dun regret if shes gone, becoz shes nv gona TURN BACK TO YOU ANYMORE

the pain is worse than anitin wen ure dump by their ego,loyalty n dignity for their gang!
im sufferin it!! urgh!!

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ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Wednesday, December 09, 2009~~

6:43 AM

todae im postin about a joke or mayb a lame joke
i went to sch to do my last CA test paper for diz bloody year
n gues wad??.. i didnt even touch my book to revise or look at it at all!
LOL..thenn wen im in de exam room, i felt diz way:

1- heart beatin fast
2- terrified
3- cant leave de room until 30mins is over
4- stil try becoz i know i haf to pass
5- aft 30mins over, i cnt take it..im lyke a dead bitch..

u sort of know i felt ryte?.. u guess confirm eva felt diz wae b4 ryte?..
now i tel u how i calm myself down..
u know the Russian Roulette by Rihanna ? rmb de chorus:

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

WAKAKAKAKA dis chorus reali explain how the fuck i was feelin!! LOLLL
heres de music video for u to njoy

NEXT about two guys..IKHMAL AND SHAH MOTOR
Ikhmal is my long lost "fren" (knalan)..i know hym wen i was in sec 4
Den we didnt kip in touch much and den lost cntct..
we did exchange pics but we didnt mit..so we forget it and move on..
Then he text mie ytd n we share bout our lyfe aft we lost cntct..
The best part is, he stil kept my pic tat i exchnge wif hym a few yrs bck..
He rmb every single detail bout mie!! lyke wth! dis guy reali strike mie..
its swit of hym..hahaha..but we're juz frens..i dun reali tink i gona b close to hym or sumtin..
coz Kyo n Shah is givin mie enough headache n hartache alrd! fuhh!

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Monday, December 07, 2009~~

1:39 PM

wellx3...finalli i miss blogging..
heheehee..i know y'all al might b mad at mie for nt updatin..
haix..i tout i could avoid bloggin becoz i wil get reali emo..
but i realised, bloggin did help mie release some pain..
i know no 1 might rmb my blog, but stil i wil share wadeva i haf..

hmm..wher shld i begin..hmm how bout sch 1st..
lyfe in simei sux lyke fcukin hell..but my clsmates r gr8..
i seldom go sch..i onli go sch wen my bitch CA warn mie or wen i misses my frenz..
did badly for all tests..was debarred but i appealled..exams dead..
i duno wads wrg wif mie or anitin else tat alwaes stoppin mie to focus on sch..
i did bloody well durin my Nitec but now hgher nitec, i juz didnt put ani damn effort..

about LOVE..
urgh..juz dun wana tok bout it uhh..*take a deep breath*..ok lets start..
i broke off wif shah motor about 1mth ago..and he still..yarh..chase aft mie for patch up..u know hym..haix..annoyin..im sgl now but i fil lyke its worse than bein att!
well deres sum1 in mind now..kyo..i tink he prefer to b called by tat name..
we know each other for yrs becoz hes my bestie x..but we didnt kip in touch..
we usuali msg and ask bout each other n den fullstop..
but a few daes b4 my bdae, we kept in touch..
and u know..go dating and etc.
we felt de connection, de feelings wen ure gona fall for sum1..heeehhee..
he did propose but i wasnt prepared..i wan to b stable and sure about everyting den i wil tink bout bein tied with hym..

so its lyke im caught in dis stupidddd idiot love triangle..
shah motor+ME+kyo..history+ME+present..u know wad i mean ryte??..haixx..
sumtimes i do tink im juz a bitch tat cnt b attached, engaged, married or even haf kids..becoz all juz sinks down man..
so my ladies..1 advice..if u wana b a bitch, tink carefulli..becoz its damn fckin hard for u to chnge or achieve anitin frm love..
juz b a typical girl is alrd cool ok?..

todae..kyo n mie had sum misunderstandin..i did tel hym i wan us to b over..
i duno wad makes mie says tat..but COME ON..im havin fever n im totali weak..becoz i hardli get sick, so wen it hpns, im damn weak..but rmb dis dear, u know wen i sae its over, it doesnt mean i wana trash u awae..it means i cnt take it, n i nid a timebreak..stil im not over u ok..

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Tuesday, July 28, 2009~~

6:35 PM

hey ppl !!
so sowie didnt update for a long long tyme..
i mish my blog tats y im back..
haha..
well im sowie i dun haf new pics to show off..
hehe..
didnt take new pics for a long tyme too..
been down bout life..
didnt noe whether i wana go on wif sch or nt..
did try to quit but section head of business disapproved..
she stil wan mie to try to go on until sept exams..
if i do badly den i can reconsider quittin..
well..now im back on my feet..
i focus in sch n catch up wif al i missed..

bout rlationship..
well as u ppl know im stil wif shah..
we on n off at times..
he nids to b more responsible and hardworkin..
sumtimes i wan to chase hym awae becoz hes nt seriuz wif his life..such as career..
how cn he take care of mie if he cant even take care of himself..
so im juz watchin hym to improve..wif nth chnge, i wil make it final between us..
he is very gud to mie..alwaes dere went i nid sum1..cherish mie wif his love n loyalty..
but he juz lack of that sumthin..COOLNESS and RESPONSIBLE..
i dun pick guys becoz of their looks, their confidence n coolness attracts mie..
hehe..

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Saturday, May 30, 2009~~

5:10 AM

hey hey..
how u guys spend ur fri n wkend??
wel mie went out wif two of ma frenz, marwan n huz ytd..
wel actuali itz a date..
mie n marwan went to eat dinner..his treat!
den ard 10pm i met huz wif his amazin super 4 bike..
hahaha..
both of us haf no idea wher to go..
so in the end, he sae he wil brin mie go ridin..
haha rempit beb!!
i lyke but sumtimes itz terrifyin for mie..
haha..
den we had supper 2gether..

both of dem confess to mie tat dey lyke n love mie..
but dey dun rush mie becoz dey noe bout Shah..
itz complicated but stil dey understand
dey know mie for a yr or two alr..
bluek!

wel u might tink y im datin guys ryte?
wel i juz wana looked ard..shah n mie r takin a tyme off..
he nids to noe wad hes doin..i wan hym to pay attention to hymself for nw..
he knows im datin guys..hes hurt but stil he acpt it..
wel baby, dun fil hurt..juz rmb i stil love u, juz tat we r nt 2gether 4 nw..

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Monday, May 11, 2009~~

10:12 PM

hie all..:'(
im cryin softli..
my loveli black cat is feeling veri sick..
hes nw half paralyzed..
god plz help hym survive..
todae evenin im bringin hym to c de doc..

todae suppose to b a gud dae for mie n shah
shah ORD 2dae..pink IC ehk..hehe
congrats dear..finally ure done wif it..
im proud of u..
muwahz!..

lastly, do pray for ma cat k..thkz

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Friday, May 08, 2009~~

6:02 AM

hmm feelin lost..
ytd wen i was crossin de road with shah..
we were quarellin bout x men wolverine movie we juz watched..
he juz dun wana lose, den he push ma face..abit lyke slap larh
i was shocked den i juz cross de road without hym..
i was honked by a car drivin 2wards mie..
dun weri..im safe by a few secs frm de car..
shah was so panicked coz he nearli lose mie at de road..

den i juz walked awae frm hym..
he chase mie but i dun care..
he apologise,he sae he didnt mean it n all..
i fuckin dun gif a shit bout wad he sae..
wad matters HE SLAP MIE..

now he seems lyke he cnt cntrl his anger much nw..
he alwaes wana win mie..but i stil win..becoz i gif facts..
if he listen to mie b4 he opens his bloody mouth,
he dun haf to argue!!..no matter wad i stil 4gif n 4get,
wich i dun usually do..
dun make mie burst..hmm

tats all..cnt type alreadi..so else i wil get emo

ma heart was kidnapped by u