☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞
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If I were a boy, Even just for a day
 Id roll out of bed in the morning
 And throw on what I wanted and go
 Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
 You’re so ugly when you cry
 Please, just cut it out
 [Chorus]
 Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
 But you put on quite a show
 You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
 Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
 Very entertaining
 But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
 Grab your clothes and get gone
 You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
 Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
 This just looks like the re-run
 Please, what else is on
 (Chorus)
 And the award for, the best lie goes to you
 For making me believe that you could be
 Faithful to me
 Let's hear your speech ohh
 How about a round of applause
 Standing ovation


♥ PROFILE

Photobucket babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

♥ DESIRES

♥ FRIENDS

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shasha
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opicK
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SHA
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Monday, July 31, 2006
10:18 PM

fuck ah..todae gt fever..nv go sch..kana frenz scold becoz of not helpin dem in sch wif our performance..haiz frenz wil alwaes b frenz..i gained a little of my mom trust alr..i reali hope she wil let me hang out wif my boi nxt wk..actuali im quite nervous 2 mit him..haha but wil try 2 relax la..its nt like first tyme mitin a guy..haha..

i dunno y i feel insecure..juz dunno y..stupid feelings..to those hu told me 2 quit smokin, im tryin guys but its nt easi..im addicted alr..but i'll try harder..thkz 4 ur concern..luv u guys alwaes..haha n bout flirtin wif other guys, i stopped liao la..u guys stil dun believe me..aft knowin my boi nw, i stop flirtin wif other guys alr..haiz up 2 u la wan 2 believe or nt..

idiot bro..msg him, he nv reply..i called him he dun ans..fuck him la..dun come lookin 4 me wen u need my help..gt ger ar 4get ur own sis..dun come 2 me n cry becoz of ur fuckin bitch again..u nv choose de rite type of ger..alwaes go 4 looks..nv go 4 charactor..den u hav bitches as ur ger..haiz..those gd n sincere gers waitin 4 u..u dun bother..dun regret k..im onli ur sis so i cant sae much..wish u gd luck wif her n hope she's not 1 of de bitches again..tats all 4 todae..bb tc

ma heart was kidnapped by u

Saturday, July 29, 2006
1:42 AM

hye guys..dis is my first tyme writin a blog..i dun reali like 2 rite about wat happened in my daily life..but sum1 special persuaded me 2 rite..tat person councelled me becoz i was under depression recently..
wen im was under depression, i did a lot of stupid tings..i let down ppl hu care n luv me..if u were wondering wat i did, well here goes..
wen i was a child, i realised my dad dun love me..he love my younger bro veri much but nt me..i noe u would b tinkin tat im juz jealous or u would tink tat my dad hav 2 gif my younger bro more attention so im leftout..but honestly, u r wrg..becoz til nw, he nv proved to me he love me..he onli sae"i luv u, ger" on occasions lyke wen i won an award or on my bdaes..but 4 my bro is different..everidae he wil joke around wif my bro but wen i wan 2 tok 2 him, he wil tel me 2 go away..everityme he said tat, my tears start 2 roll down but i controlled it..now im 15, i changed.. i dun care whether my dad luv me or not..i dun give a damn..

Dis yr...
i did a lot of offences..i start smokin, "fool around wif a lot of guys"..those hu noe me, noe wat i mean..i started goin out ppl hu i dun reali noe..i skipped sch n my cca..i was involved in quarrels..i lied 2 my parents n teachers hu trust me alot so i get 2 hang out wif my frenz..i brought guys home wen my parents was nt around..wen i run out of money 2 buy cigarettes or top up cards, i wil steal cigarettes frm my dad n steal money frm my mom..

Last mth..
everiting i done, my mom found out n came 2 sch wif my dad..dey talked 2 my teacher n me..my dad scolded me n insulted me as "bitch, spoilt, stupid n useless" in front of my teacher..i was angry n i argued back n sae "yup i admit im a bitch, im stupid n spoilt but im nt useless lyke u. eventhough u wan 2 lecture me nw, i wont hear a shit. u nv love me so y u bother 2 noe wat i am now. i respect mom becoz she show me she care n luv me but i wont respect u as my fuckin father". after i said tat i walked away frm dem n wen back 2 cls..

de nxt dae, i met one of my frenz. she cut her wrist. i asked her y she did tat. she said it make her feel beta. so i tried. its reali make me feel beta especially wen i saw my hand bleedin. its like de pain in me is healin bit by bit. i continued cuttin my hand n even crave names on my hand. my frenz, especialli my best fren, sha, kept scoldin me asked asked me 2 stop. even my penknife was confiscated by dem. haha.. one dae, my form teacher found out bout tat n i was councelled 4 2-3 hours aft sch..haiz..but her advices was meaningful.

aft tat dae, she wen 2 cal my mom n told her bout my hand. wen i reached home on de same dae, my mom did nt asked me bout my hand but she set me a curfew..i hav 2 come back home straight away aft sch. if i hav ani cca meetin, i hav 2 tel her n she wil cal my cca teacher 4 confirmation. once i step into my house, i cannot go out even 2 de shops nearby. i was trapped in a bird cage. on weekends, i cannot go out at all. im fed up wif my curfew!

ma heart was kidnapped by u