☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞
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If I were a boy, Even just for a day
 Id roll out of bed in the morning
 And throw on what I wanted and go
 Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
 You’re so ugly when you cry
 Please, just cut it out
 [Chorus]
 Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
 But you put on quite a show
 You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
 Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
 Very entertaining
 But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
 Grab your clothes and get gone
 You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
 Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
 This just looks like the re-run
 Please, what else is on
 (Chorus)
 And the award for, the best lie goes to you
 For making me believe that you could be
 Faithful to me
 Let's hear your speech ohh
 How about a round of applause
 Standing ovation


♥ PROFILE

Photobucket babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

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shasha
jEnNy
vaNN
opicK
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jOsepH
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SHA
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
5:02 AM

fuck my suckin life n my luv!..de 1 i trusted n luv truly, broke my heart n washed away my little happiness left in my life.. i juz dunno wat more wil happen 2 me if i go on wif my idiot life.. becoz as daes goes by, my life make me bleed deeper n deeper.. i honestly tout my luv wil brin back de happiness i lost, back into my life..but i was extremly wrg..dis was wat happenned..it was our first mit on 08/08/06..we had a great tyme..but de part tat made me worried was wen he told me he decided 2 sel his hp 2 buy a PSP..i asked him how r we gonna cntct..he said by msn..i asked him whether de PSP or me iz more impt?..he said i am impt 2 him but he reali wan de PSP..i juz dunno wat 2 sae so i juz replied ok..my first tout was mayb he's tryin 2 avoid me..but i trusted him n i juz tink in de positive wae..wen i reached home, i quickly went online n waited 4 him..i waited 4 him til 2am but stil he wasnt online..so i tout mayb he was tired or he hav sumtin on..de nxt dae i waited 4 him too..my fren persuaded me 2 cal or msg him..i cal him n i was shocked den i can get thru coz i tout he sold his hp..haiz..he didnt ans my cal..so i decided 2 msg him n ask me wat is he doin..he didnt replied..

aft 1hr he replied n said he juz woke up n his mom wil b usin his sim card so he cannot cntct me by fon tat often..i was upset but i didnt tel him..at nite b4 i go to bed, he called me..i was veri hapi n he told me tat he misses me n he sae he wil buy a new hp asap..i said ok..but he stil wans me 2 wait 4 him in msn so i did..aft a few daes, until de dae of our 1st mth anniversary arrived, he didnt even cntct me..on tat dae i went online as usual n wait 4 him..suddenly he was online so i quickly sae hi but he was set offline..i was veri confused n i noe tat he wan 2 avoid me..i check his frenster n i found out tat he juz log in..i started cryin n i was reali disappointed n heart-broken..i even cut my wrist but nt deep..i juz cannot cntrl my anger, sadness n regret..

y muz al dis happen 2 me?..is dis my punishment aft i bastard a lot of guyz b4 dis 1?..y muz he do dis 2 me aft i trusted him n believed his childish n stupid excuses..cn ani1 xplain y muz my life b lyke dis?..wen wil i eva c sum happiness?..or mayb i was fated 2 b lyke dis til im dead?..juz fucked up..i'll stop here..tc bb

ma heart was kidnapped by u