☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞
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If I were a boy, Even just for a day
 Id roll out of bed in the morning
 And throw on what I wanted and go
 Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
 You’re so ugly when you cry
 Please, just cut it out
 [Chorus]
 Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
 But you put on quite a show
 You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
 Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
 Very entertaining
 But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
 Grab your clothes and get gone
 You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
 Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
 This just looks like the re-run
 Please, what else is on
 (Chorus)
 And the award for, the best lie goes to you
 For making me believe that you could be
 Faithful to me
 Let's hear your speech ohh
 How about a round of applause
 Standing ovation


♥ PROFILE

Photobucket babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

♥ DESIRES

♥ FRIENDS

ain
shasha
jEnNy
vaNN
opicK
yaNis
jOsepH
tAUFIK
SHA
jinx

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
7:01 AM

hey guyz!..my curfew now kana tighten siak..al becoz of de incident on fri(01/09/06)..i asked my mom permission 2 go out wif sha..i told her i go bshan j8 n tpayoh central..but i actuali went 2 town..smoke n take crazy pics wif sha near ngee ann city..it was great fun actuali..haha..fun as in both of us went wild like old daes..haiz miz those daes..at 6 plus, my admire(afai) called mi n he wanna mit mi..i agreed becoz i didnt cntct him 4 sum tyme so as a fren i mit him..i went 2 take de train back 2 bshan n he took bus 2 bshan inter..i waited 4 him at bshan bus inter wif sha..aft 5 mins, he arrived..we went 2 a void deck nearby de interchange..afai n i took pics usin sha digital cam..den sha went home..

afai silent his hp xo i silent mine 2..we talked bout life 4 awhile den he started movin his ass nearer 2 mi..so i moved towards him 2..suddenly we were huggin, i dunno how did it happen..den he started tickling mi 4 no reason..he told mi 2 tahan..xo i did n we end up kissin n so on..khakha..u noe wat i mean..khekhe..we were 2gether til we realised it was 10.30 alr..i checked my hp..dere were 34 missed calls..25 were calls frm ma mom, 5 were frm sha n 4 were frm kak qyqah..dey were al tryin 2 get thru mi..dere were oso a few msgs..2 were frm sha..she was mad at mi..she told mi 2 go home asap..my mom was lookin 4 mi ard bshan..my mom went 2 sha's house n asked bout mi..sha said she dunno n she told my mom tat i sent her home..my mom was cryin n she asked sha 2 called kak qyqah, abg fareez, wani n nora..ask dem whether dey noe i've been..den de other msgs were frm abg fareez n kak qyqah..abg fareez was angry n he told mi 2 go home asap too..kak qyqah asked mi 2 called her back n she lied 2 mi tat she ran awae frm home..she asked mi whether i could accompany her at my void deck..but actuali her motive was 2 tricked mi xo i would go 2 my void deck den my mom wil mit mi dere..

afai saw al de msgs n he told mi 2 go home straight awae..i decided 2 send him off but suddenly my mom called mi..afai told mi 2 picked up de fon n tel her tat i otw home..she said she was at j8 findin xo i said i am at de bshan inter..afai n i cross de road..den my mom saw us..xo afai walked de other wae 2 make it as if we dunno each other..but my mom stopped him n asked him whether he noe mi..he said ya n i walked towards dem..my mom nag at him n told him 2 break his relationship wif mi..i noe afai dun wan tat 2 happen..he juz confess his feelin 2 mi wen we were chattin at de void deck..he even take mi as his ger n he wil nv 4get tat dae, 1st of sept..he wan tat 2 b our anniversary..xo i was surprised n juz said ok..haiz..my mom asked him 2 mit my dad but he said he haf 2 go home..xo my mom let him off..

my mom confiscated my hp..wen we reached home, she take my dad's belt n hit mi wif it several times..but luckily my thick jeans safe mi..its doesnt hurt much la..my dad was mad at mi 2..dis was de ferst tyme i gt scoldin frm him..usualli he wil onli nag n i argued back..he told mi 2 decide whether i wan 2 change or nt..if i stil wan freedom, he wil send mi 2 pertapis girls home..but if i choose 2 change by my parents guidance, dey wil gif their full support..i kept quiet..dey told mi 2 tink thru de nite, n tel dem de ans de nxt dae..

de nxt dae, i told dem im sowie n i decided 2 change wif their guidance..dey were relieved..xo de last 3 daes, i stayed at home n do al de housework n watched de tv wif my mom..but todae my frenz asked mi 2 join dem 2 visit de new bshan library..surprisingly, my mom allowed mi 2 join my frenz..i was hapi 2 go out of my house tat was like a prison 2 mi..i went 2 mit sha n nora at de library..aft tat, we went 2 hav our lunch at kfc..aft lunch, nora n her sis went off 2 town while sha n i walked back 2 de library..but sha n i changed our minds, n went 2 a void deck 2 smoke instead..at 4, we went back home..my parents went off 2 tpayoh n my bro went 2 ride bicycle..i was alone at home..freedom n alone at last..eventhough it was 4 awhile..haish..i miz my hp..

i knew i deserved dis..i accept it as a punishment 4 mi..i regretted it a lot..haiz..i dunno wen i wil get my hp back n my little freedom back..hope it wil b soon..haiz..i'll stop here..tc bb

ma heart was kidnapped by u