☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞
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If I were a boy, Even just for a day
 Id roll out of bed in the morning
 And throw on what I wanted and go
 Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
 You’re so ugly when you cry
 Please, just cut it out
 [Chorus]
 Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
 But you put on quite a show
 You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
 Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
 Very entertaining
 But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
 Grab your clothes and get gone
 You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
 Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
 This just looks like the re-run
 Please, what else is on
 (Chorus)
 And the award for, the best lie goes to you
 For making me believe that you could be
 Faithful to me
 Let's hear your speech ohh
 How about a round of applause
 Standing ovation


♥ PROFILE

Photobucket babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

♥ DESIRES

♥ FRIENDS

ain
shasha
jEnNy
vaNN
opicK
yaNis
jOsepH
tAUFIK
SHA
jinx

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Saturday, October 28, 2006
12:55 AM

halo guyz..i wan 2 warn u first tat my post todae wil b a long one..haha..on thurs, laz dae of sch, sha, za n mi went 2 tpayoh survey..i wan 2 survey bout contact lens n hp cover xo dey accompanied mi..we went 2 look 4 de contact lens first..we found out tat de purple lens without ani degree cost $20..but 4 mi it cost $30 as i am a first time user..it was fuckin hard 2 insert de stupid lens sia..but wen i wan 2 take it out, fuckin easi..haha..


den we walked de whole tpayoh central n find ma hp cover..we find nth coz ma hp model iz stil lastest..haiz..aft de al tat we went to take buz56 back 2 bshan but za wil stop at de buz stop nearby our sch..while waitin 4 de buz, za kept sayin i anti her guy..as in i disapproved her guy..den sha intterupt her n sae i anti her x too..i was fuckin hurt wen dey sae tat..i didnt disapproved their guyz but juz tat i warned about dem..


4 sha's x, he's a horny guy hu wan 2 trap gers 2 play wif..sha didnt reali luv him becoz she stil cant 4get bout her admirer..wen i found tat her x iz a bastard, i didnt tel her..wen i was tokin on de fon wif him, he said hes horny n he nid a ger 2 play wif..i gt diz idea..i gave him a deal..if i let him touch mi or aniting he wan xcept fuck, he muz leave sha alone n nv bother her agen..i dun wan sha 2 b trap by him xo i sacrified myself..eventhough diz iz dirty but i dun wan ma best fren hu iz stil clean 2 b ruined like mi..xo i wen 2 his house n let him do wateva he wan wif mi..i feel disgusted but i control it..


4 za's guy, i juz feel hes a ego guy tat like 2 show off wat he haf..but i dun noe whether itz true or nt la..za dun haf a hp xo i haf 2 reply n tok 2 him on de fon..tat was b4 fik came ard..i haf 2 pretend 2 b za xo he can communicate wif her..i did diz until dey finally stead..i continued diz too n za asked mi 2 follow her 2 mit him..sha n i went wif her..haiz waste ma time..but i did diz becoz she ma best fren xo i am worried bout her..until fik came into ma life, i decided 2 stop doin tat 4 awhile..i waste ma pp8 n time 4 her..but i dun xpect anitin in return frm both of dem..wat i wan iz juz tat we wil stick 2gether as besties 4eva


BUT BOTH OF DEM TINK I ANTI THEIR FUCKIN GUYZ OR JEALOUS TAT DEY HAF A BF N I DUN HAF 1 AT TAT TIME??! IF I AM WAT DEY TINK, WIL I HELP DEM? WIL I SACRIFIED MA FUCKIN MONEY, TIME N MA BODI JUZ 4 DEM? WIL I DO AL DIZ?..I WOULD HAF JUZ DUN BOTHER BOUT DEM RITE..BUT I DIDNT!!!!! I CARED N WORRIED BOUT DEM XO MUCH N DEY DUN APPRECIATE IT..EVEN IF U DUN WAN 2 APPRECIATE WAT I DID 4 U, CN U STOP SAYIN I ANTI UR FUCKIN GUYZ??..


i was too generous n soft hearted..frm nw onwards, i wil kip my mouth fuckin shut n dun bother bout ur personal idiot relationship..wen im like diz, dun tink dat im ego ok!..sumtimes bein ego do haf advantages..wen im gd 2 u, u take advantage of it pluz hurt mi badli..wen u realised tat u shld nt haf said tat, u ask mi 4 4giveness..i said im ok..but do u seriouzli tink tat im ok?..i might look like im ok but inside mi iz stil hurt..i didnt xpect i would b hurt by ma own besties tat i luv most n trusted most..especialli sha..haiz..life iz gettin harder n harder..sumtimes de person u luv de most, wil hurt u de most..de hurt in mi iz healed bit by bit by fik each dae..if he iz nt ard now, i might haf done sumthin stupid..i'll stop here tcbb

ma heart was kidnapped by u