☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞

If I were a boy, Even just for a day
Id roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on
(Chorus)
And the award for, the best lie goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech ohh
How about a round of applause
Standing ovation

♥ PROFILE

babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

♥ DESIRES

♥ FRIENDS

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shasha
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opicK
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SHA
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~~Saturday, November 18, 2006~~

7:27 AM

wei guyz..laz 3 daes, fik went back 2 sabah 2 settle sumthin wif hiz parentz..i tout i would b de 1 leavin diz country but he did ferst..haiz..i cn feel de fuckin loneliness without him ard or even hear hiz voice..haiz..i reali hope i could mit him b4 i fly off 2 thailand so0n..i rali dun feel like goin 2 thailand at al..eventhough i used 2 miz de place dere but nw i miz him more..he's like ma everithin n if i lose him or he iz nt wip mi, life iz totalli upside down..itz like i dun haf anitin 2 lose animore..hmm..onli god cn predict diz..

i went 2 de cemetery ytd mornin..wen we reached at ma late step grandfather, i cried softli..i juz badli miz de daes i spent wif him wen i was juz 4yrs old..he was de onli person tat treat mi like sum1..becoz u noe rite, ma relatives frm ma dad's side hate mi..dey hate mi n ma mom..dey treat uz like animals wen i was smal n ma mom was stil young..fuckers..onli ma step grandfather care bout mi n luv mi truly..haiz if he was here now wif mi, i wouldnt haf changed like diz..but i cannot redo de past xo no matter wat, i wil alwaes rmb him n miz him..

ytd afterno0n went 2 watch the covenant movie wif sha..i asked her out xo i could tink bout sumtin else..i mean relax ma mind 4 awhile..juz wanna chill a little..de show was nice n al de hot guyz were WOW!..macho,handsome,cute,adorable,swit,amazin,mature....haha a lot 2 describe..in between de movie, i saw sum guyz at de entrance of tat threate..those guyz r de cleaners in de cinema..haiyo..aft de movie, 1 indian guy walked 2 sha n ask 4 her num..kwang3..she gif him den we walked out..i wanna smoke b4 we go shopping xo sha juz play wif her fon while waitin 4 mi..suddenly tat guy msg her n told her tat he was nt de 1 hu wan her num..hiz fren was de fuckin 1..it was de gold hair guy i looked at wen we were buyin de nachos..

n guez wat..he live in tpayoh n he's 27 years old!..wakakakaka..old sia..sha totalli shut down wen tat guy told her diz..she juz kip sayin she dun wan coz too old..haha..den tat guy n hiz frenz were eatin at de kopitiam near kfc..he asked sha 2 go dere n talk 2 him 4 awhile..sha dun wan but i forced her 2 go..i wan 2 noe wat type of guy he iz..sha agreed n she beg mi nt 2 leave her side..haha..of coz i wil nt..she talked 2 him n tat guy was like xo despo..askin sha a lot of sacastic ques..haha..den hiz frenz were juz lufin..i juz kept quiet..hehe..ferst time i kept ma mouth shut..i feel like shuttin hiz fuckin mouth up but dun wan la..lata ma darlin scold mi..hehe

aft tat we walked ard tpayoh a few times, n i suddenly saw ma x..haha..tat gangsta i knew..he was quarrellin wif hiz mom n he had a retarded younger sis..i pity hiz mom n sis but nt him..haha..wateva..hu cares aniwae..sha kept sayin ma hair coloured changed frm red to pink to now orange..haha..special rite..hehe..special like shit..de colour fade sia..argh! fik told mi a few times bout ma hair n he juz like 2 touch ma hair..i juz dunno y..wen he haf nth 2 do, he wil style ma hair like guyz or juz play wif it..hehe..HAIZ i miz him like bloody hel..but i juz nid 2 accept watz gonna happen..haiz..if he go 4 ns n i nid 2 wait 4 him 4 at most 2 yrs, i would haf commit suicide..haha jokin la..i wil juz miz him badli.....

ok la guyz...i wanna go n sleep..i'l stop here..tc bubbye
PS: i wanna try a new font..hehe..diz onli muz tel..haha

ma heart was kidnapped by u