Sunday, January 28, 2007
7:29 AM
ellox..ma fav song..frm avenged sevenfold(a7x)..titled trashed and scattered..here iz de lyrics..diz song hav sum meanings about ma paz..itz harsh n co0l..do read it n check out de song
Trashed And ScatteredKeep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
But goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Play your game you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out
Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there)
Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below)
I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
(I know my destination)
I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar (There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always is known, I'll find my way there
But Goddamn Imposter are you out of your mind?
I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright
But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time
Play your game you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Don' try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your world dying, no more use in tryin'
And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside
And I've seen it all before and I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side
ma heart was kidnapped by u
Thursday, January 25, 2007
1:46 AM
yessa!.. mie stop drinkin 4 2 mths, stop smokin 4 1 mth n 2 wks, learned how 2 keep single..hahax..actuali mie usualli dun reject guyz hu sound mie stead..i wil accpt dem eventhough i noe it wil nt turn into de gud wae..but now, i rejected 4 guyz alr..hahax..wat an improvement..hahax..shamelez mie..praise maself..hehex..
felt xo much beta without a bf..freedom sia..wen i am tryin 2 b single, sha iz contactin a guy n za iz hapi wif her guy..haiyo..wen im single, ma bestiez r nt..hehex..nvm la..i noe tat diz make mie feel happier..feel like drinkin whiskey 2 celebrate ma so cal "sucess" la..hahax..but beta not la..
now ma famili hav financial problems..but i pay attention 2 ma famili more dan al de fuckin guyz..hahax..diz cn help ma diet sia..no money no nid 2 eat..hahax..
btw about de ezlink dat ma x, naim took, i 4get bout it..n make a new 1..den aft 3 or 4 daes, he msg mie..ask mie 2 go choa chu kang n take ma ezlink back..walao ehk..i made new card den u wanna return mie..fuck u la..i tel him i made new 1 alr..he sae nvm lor..i hope he throw it awae coz if he use it, de card might b retained coz i report lost liao..de old card cannot use animore..hapi sia..hahax..dun tel him hor..lata nt fun..kwang3..
dere's 4 tings tat i stil nid 2 control maself..1st, dun b soft hearted n generous 2 ppl..2nd, stop tinkin of smokin agen. 3rd, dun truz ppl easily..4th, onli do wats bez 4 mie nt 4 other ppl tat dun appreciate mie..diz iz wat i nid 2 achieve..i hope i cn make it la..i seriouzli wan 2 change 4 gud sia but de smokin part, im nt sure..haish..cannot cannot..rika wake up la..dun do it agen..hmm
ma heart was kidnapped by u
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
1:42 AM
I HATE MA CLZMATEZ.. EVERI SINGLE ONE OF DEM..I WIL NT B DE SAME GERL U GUYZ NOE.. DE GERL TAT ALWAES OPEN HER HEART 2 HELP U GUYZ WEN U ALL R IN TROUBLE..I WIL NT B TAT NICE GERL AGEN..I WIL MAKE SURE U GUYZ HATE MIE..N REGRET IT..HAHA!..FUCK OFF LA U GUYZ..MA CLZ 4N3 SUX TO DE CORE!..HAHA!
ma heart was kidnapped by u
Saturday, January 13, 2007
7:06 AM
sch now tirin sia..juz nw sec 1 orientation quite gud..but i hate 2 help ma new cca..bastards..if deres no such ting as cca points, i wil quit da cca..rather haf no cca den join dem..assholes..enuf about sch la..
naim n mie over since laz mth alr..but he asked mie 4 another chance..i gave him but dat doesnt mean i patch up wif him..he wan mie as hiz ger but i reject..aft 1 mth single, i stil haven get ma student paz back..i juz tout of askin him 2 mit mie at choa chu kang nearby hiz house..coz he sae he haf no time 2 mit..aft i get ma student paz, it wil b over between uz..
i promiz i wil change 4 maself n 4 eu..i wil nt drink, smoke, do stupid tings like cuttin ma wrist or makin scars on ma hand..i wil nv leave eu alone..
ma heart was kidnapped by u
Thursday, January 04, 2007
5:19 AM
hey sch startz ytd..haha quite bored at mornin assembly but aft ma clz go 2 our new classro0m, it waz ok la..at least get 2 c most of ma devilicious classmatez agen..dey r at 3% more mature diz yr dan laz yr..haha..jk..i gave de whole clz ma sourvenir n dey liked it..dey kept askin 4 more..haha..finalli get 2 c za agen aft almost 2 mthz..miz her..hehe
erm..ma cca haf 2 combine wif another cca becoz of de shortage n capacity..we r extremli sad bout it but aft sumtime, we tend 2 calm down a little..we cn choose 2 carri on wif de combined cca club or choose another cca..but 4 uz sec 4, we might nt b able 2 find a suitable cca n we wil lose our cca pointz if we juz quit..ma decision iz 2 juz carri on wif de new cca 4 attendence so i cn get ma cca points..
bout naim, i dunno wat 2 sae..we quarrel a lot of times but he stil dun understand mie..i asked 4 break n he dun reali wan 2 accpt dat..n askin mie 4 another chance..i gave him but i dun tink he wan 2 change..im impatience but i wil gif him time 4 improvement..but if hes stil de same, i wan it 2 b over..since sch reopened, he didnt reali cntct mie much n he didnt ask mi 2 cal him lyke usual..haiz..
i reali wanna stop ma rlationship wif him..n i wan ma student pazz tat he iz carryin..diz yr iz n level 4 mie..i reali nid 2 paz diz 1..2 prove tat i've changed n improved..if i kip on wif ani rlationship, it wil affect mie..nt rlationship onli, but sum frenship to0..guyz tat ask mi 2 mit dem aft sch r distractin mi n wastin ma time..frm nw, i wil reject dem unlez im reali free 2 go out or if itz impt onli..i promiz a lot of ppl tat i wil make it diz yr, n i wil do it..no matter wat it takez, i wil try ma bez..i hate 2 b trashed agen..2006 suckz but make mi learn a lesson..peace outz
ma heart was kidnapped by u