yessa!.. mie stop drinkin 4 2 mths, stop smokin 4 1 mth n 2 wks, learned how 2 keep single..hahax..actuali mie usualli dun reject guyz hu sound mie stead..i wil accpt dem eventhough i noe it wil nt turn into de gud wae..but now, i rejected 4 guyz alr..hahax..wat an improvement..hahax..shamelez mie..praise maself..hehex..

felt xo much beta without a bf..freedom sia..wen i am tryin 2 b single, sha iz contactin a guy n za iz hapi wif her guy..haiyo..wen im single, ma bestiez r nt..hehex..nvm la..i noe tat diz make mie feel happier..feel like drinkin whiskey 2 celebrate ma so cal "sucess" la..hahax..but beta not la..

now ma famili hav financial problems..but i pay attention 2 ma famili more dan al de fuckin guyz..hahax..diz cn help ma diet sia..no money no nid 2 eat..hahax..

btw about de ezlink dat ma x, naim took, i 4get bout it..n make a new 1..den aft 3 or 4 daes, he msg mie..ask mie 2 go choa chu kang n take ma ezlink back..walao ehk..i made new card den u wanna return mie..fuck u la..i tel him i made new 1 alr..he sae nvm lor..i hope he throw it awae coz if he use it, de card might b retained coz i report lost liao..de old card cannot use animore..hapi sia..hahax..dun tel him hor..lata nt fun..kwang3..

dere's 4 tings tat i stil nid 2 control maself..1st, dun b soft hearted n generous 2 ppl..2nd, stop tinkin of smokin agen. 3rd, dun truz ppl easily..4th, onli do wats bez 4 mie nt 4 other ppl tat dun appreciate mie..diz iz wat i nid 2 achieve..i hope i cn make it la..i seriouzli wan 2 change 4 gud sia but de smokin part, im nt sure..haish..cannot cannot..rika wake up la..dun do it agen..hmm