☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞
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If I were a boy, Even just for a day
 Id roll out of bed in the morning
 And throw on what I wanted and go
 Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
 You’re so ugly when you cry
 Please, just cut it out
 [Chorus]
 Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
 But you put on quite a show
 You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
 Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
 Very entertaining
 But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
 Grab your clothes and get gone
 You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
 Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
 This just looks like the re-run
 Please, what else is on
 (Chorus)
 And the award for, the best lie goes to you
 For making me believe that you could be
 Faithful to me
 Let's hear your speech ohh
 How about a round of applause
 Standing ovation


♥ PROFILE

Photobucket babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

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Saturday, March 24, 2007
6:54 AM

haiz..
y muz diz happen 2 mie? y now?
argh!!
ma mom dun understand tat im tryin 2 change 4 gud
i asked ma teachers 4 personal tuition 4 de ferst tyme..n de whole wk i wil b comin home late
becoz of de tuition..
but ma mom tinks i wanna go somewher else..i tried 2 convinced her but i failed..
she found frm sum1 tat i went wif taufik laz wk.. she was scared i wil get pregnant..
she compared mie wif her female worker hu iz pregnant now..
4 de paz 1 wk..i went 4 nite joggin..n she was sleepin wen i went 2 jog..
i dun wan 2 go durin de dae coz paiseh la..ppl wil look at mie like idiots..
she dun allow mie 2 go nite jog agen..i was like! wats wrg sia?!

laz time, i dun help her wif housewk coz lazi
but since de beginning of march..she seems veri sick
i sent her 2 de doc dan find out she got breathin difficulties
so i decided 2 help her wif al de housewk so she cn rez aft her nite work..
until now i stil do it lor..
but she tink i do diz so i cn play de com..like i do housewk 4 her den she muz let mi play de com
hu de hel wil tink like tat la?! i help her not becoz of de stupid com..
y muz she tink negativeli..?
i noe ma character n attitude was like shit laz time
but now im nt!!
y cn she understand mie like fadli n ma frenz do?..
i tout she would b de 1 tat wil understand mie de most..i was wrg..veri wrg

but no matter wat de fuck she wana tink of mie..
i wil nt gif up..i wil continue wif ma aims n no 1 cn stop mie
she cn blocked ma wae but she cannot stop mie..i wil find another wae..dun test mi mom!
haiz feelin so down now..

ytd while tokin 2 fadli bout diz..he was tryin 2 calm mi down..told b 2 b patience..
diz iz juz de beginning n itz a test 2 mi..so i nid 2 b stronger..
but den he pp8 finished..how he gonna cntct mie sia..
shld i top up 4 him or wait til nxt sat wen he book out of camp?..
seri advised mi 2 top up 4 him but he muz top up 4 mie wen ma pp8 is low to0..
she told mie 2 tel him tat im nt bein selfish but i dun reali haf money n im skoolin
n i do it becoz i luv him..so i guez i wil top up 4 him diz mon..but thru POSB lor..hmm

i tout tings wil improve but deres alwaes sumthin tryin 2 make it worst..im nt gonna gif up animore..
i wil carri on..juz do wat i haf 2 do..wish mie luck guyz..i reali nid ur support..x(

ma heart was kidnapped by u