heyo..finalli i haf time to update
hmm ma mid yr..ma god..itz suckz wich i expected..
i wan ma results 2 b worse like diz becoz i noe mid yr got nth 2 do wif n level..
so ma results was 2 passed 4 failed..haha

bout fadli..aft de 2 wks he went 2 tekong
i was veri selfish to him..i went out n haf fun wif other guys..
i didnt tel him..i was havin fun wen he was sufferin so much
i cant bear 2 leave him..he nids mie n i noe tat..
im a person hu haf lack in confidence n i dun do wat i sae i wan to
i mean im juz selfish 2 ppl hu love mie..i onli tink for maself
walked de wrg path everitime..even wen i noe de bad conquences..
i stil do it juz for de sack of doin it..

u might tink im matured for ma age n seriuz minded..
but honestli im not..i might nt b childish but im a slow tinker..
low self esteem..haish..i dun kip promises..
life would b much beta if i am more smart
life wouldnt b diz bad if i juz..haish..

dun help mi animore k..de more u help de more i wil b selfish
i juz wan a proper daily routine..enuf freedom..truz frm ma mom agen
but i noe itz impossible for a person like mie..
sumtimes i tink itz a wrg choice for fadli 2 fal in love wif mie
im nt suppose 2 love sum1 or to b loved by sum1..
becoz i dunno de meanin of love..