☜☞ Hold on to me and never let me go ☜☞

If I were a boy, Even just for a day
Id roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on
(Chorus)
And the award for, the best lie goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech ohh
How about a round of applause
Standing ovation

♥ PROFILE

babyrika
30 oct 1991.
18
ite simei
single bitch

♥ DESIRES

♥ FRIENDS

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shasha
jEnNy
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opicK
yaNis
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SHA
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~~Tuesday, September 18, 2007~~

7:03 AM

went to mit fadzlee [de new fren]..
went to esplanade n watch rogue asassin at cathay
i njoy de conversation n movie wif hym
on diz ferst mit, we onli hug each other in de cinema..
tats a gud sign..hmm take tings slowli

but on de wae home aft da movie..
he had stomach pain..i hope hes ok now..
but i heard hes havin fever..c de doc alrite

wen i reached home, idad msg mie
he told mie he dated a new gerl..movin on n stuffs..
he said hes leavin tat gerl he love before she leaves hym
becoz he doesnt haf ani1..den wat bout mie? wher i stand?
y he saes he love mie but im like nth to hym..
if he saes hes confuse den y he kip sayin he loves mie..
tats is y i was hurt..i dun mind hym datin other gerls..
but he shld b true of wat he said..

u c..i noe diz wil happen sooner or lata..
n 2dae it happens..u noe how it felts like
lovin sum1 u tout he love u back..
itz like losin ur mind..how stupid am i!
so fuckin stupid to trap maself agen n agen..
believin in guys tat i love agen n agen..
open ma heart easili agen n agen..
y i repeat de same mistakes? i wil nv 4gif maself for al da shit i did in ma life

now im nt plannin to move or watsoeva
i wil juz do wat i haf to do..lettin go of ma love for u
i said b4 u were everitin to mie
but i was nth to you..
u were ma life
but now i haf 2 let go of u
itz like lettin go of ma life!!!

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Saturday, September 15, 2007~~

7:35 AM

hey hey i feel much better now..
well, i mean i noe how 2 kip mi bz
so i wont tink of hym much
n hopefulli i cn 4get hym..

well diz started ytd wen i chat wif a new fren
we chat onli bout our life obstacles..
n he seems to noe everi sgl ting i felt
n his advices were veri gud
so 2dae i decided to play badminton wif ma bro
i promised to play wif hym long time ago
but i fulfil ma promise todae..haha

den went home n do al de housewerk
n ma reward was i get to go out tml!!!
go to geylang nite bazaar..wif sha n her boyfie
im so excited..mommy reali dun mind u c..
wah..! i felt so hyper n happie..

erm mayb he wil join us aft his werk at ard 10..
but if hes tired, i dun wan2 bother hym..
but in any case, i stil get to go out..weee...!
n b4 i end ma post..i wanna sae sumtin to hym
~~i noe u reali wan mie to move on, get a new guy n b happie rite..
well..tat is nt wat i wan..in ma life, i wan diz 2 tings..
1 is gain back ma mommy trust..2nd is a long lastin rlationship..
yup i did put high hopes on u b4 diz, but nt animore..
coz i noe waitin for u is nt de ans..wat i haf 2 do is
to b patient wif everitin n hopefulli we cn b close frens onli..
yup u noe itz hard for mi to forget u..but i wil alrite..
4 our own gud..=)

ma heart was kidnapped by u

~~Wednesday, September 12, 2007~~

8:55 AM

didnt update 4 so long..hope u guyz stil rmb ma blog
haha..aft de breakup, i onli tink of ma n levels..
i tout i cn 4get bout rlationship n stae sgl..
but i was wrg actuali..i knew diz guy IDAD a few wks ago..
aft knowin hym much beta..i fall for hym..
haish..but he love another garl..
n tat garl haf a guy alr..itz like love in a triangle..

sumtime laz wk..he told mie he love mie
but hes confused..im happie tat he love mie
but i reali dun wan 2 bother hym n her..
i dun wan 2 come into their love..diz iz wat i hate de most..
i hate wen ppl come into ma love n now i go in between dem..
i felt guilty n i wan 2 forget hym..
but itz so fucking hard u noe..

weneva he dun msg or cal mie,
i waited but i cnt cntrl ma patience
so i msg hym..diz happenz everidae
how cn i forget hym wen i tink bout hym everi min..
laz sat i met salihin{new fren}, sha n seri..
we went town shoppin..den ard 4 or 5..
idad mit uz as city hall..tat was de ferst tyme i mit hym
it was a short mit larh..but at least i get to c hym..

many guys was rejected by mie becoz i cannot love dem..
ma heart is close by idad..i tried so hard to look at other guys
but i cnt..i noe i shld 4get hym n move on..but how? damn!
i love hym xo much..n to 4get hym is lyke killin maself..
haish..plz god..tel mie wat to do..
let hym make his decision soon so it wil b final for mie..
but im sure his decision wil b askin mie 2 let hym go..
am i rite?..
how to let u go wen u r ma everitin..ma life...

ma heart was kidnapped by u