hey hey i feel much better now..
well, i mean i noe how 2 kip mi bz
so i wont tink of hym much
n hopefulli i cn 4get hym..

well diz started ytd wen i chat wif a new fren
we chat onli bout our life obstacles..
n he seems to noe everi sgl ting i felt
n his advices were veri gud
so 2dae i decided to play badminton wif ma bro
i promised to play wif hym long time ago
but i fulfil ma promise todae..haha

den went home n do al de housewerk
n ma reward was i get to go out tml!!!
go to geylang nite bazaar..wif sha n her boyfie
im so excited..mommy reali dun mind u c..
wah..! i felt so hyper n happie..

erm mayb he wil join us aft his werk at ard 10..
but if hes tired, i dun wan2 bother hym..
but in any case, i stil get to go out..weee...!
n b4 i end ma post..i wanna sae sumtin to hym
~~i noe u reali wan mie to move on, get a new guy n b happie rite..
well..tat is nt wat i wan..in ma life, i wan diz 2 tings..
1 is gain back ma mommy trust..2nd is a long lastin rlationship..
yup i did put high hopes on u b4 diz, but nt animore..
coz i noe waitin for u is nt de ans..wat i haf 2 do is
to b patient wif everitin n hopefulli we cn b close frens onli..
yup u noe itz hard for mi to forget u..but i wil alrite..
4 our own gud..=)