went to mit fadzlee [de new fren]..
went to esplanade n watch rogue asassin at cathay
i njoy de conversation n movie wif hym
on diz ferst mit, we onli hug each other in de cinema..
tats a gud sign..hmm take tings slowli

but on de wae home aft da movie..
he had stomach pain..i hope hes ok now..
but i heard hes havin fever..c de doc alrite

wen i reached home, idad msg mie
he told mie he dated a new gerl..movin on n stuffs..
he said hes leavin tat gerl he love before she leaves hym
becoz he doesnt haf ani1..den wat bout mie? wher i stand?
y he saes he love mie but im like nth to hym..
if he saes hes confuse den y he kip sayin he loves mie..
tats is y i was hurt..i dun mind hym datin other gerls..
but he shld b true of wat he said..

u c..i noe diz wil happen sooner or lata..
n 2dae it happens..u noe how it felts like
lovin sum1 u tout he love u back..
itz like losin ur mind..how stupid am i!
so fuckin stupid to trap maself agen n agen..
believin in guys tat i love agen n agen..
open ma heart easili agen n agen..
y i repeat de same mistakes? i wil nv 4gif maself for al da shit i did in ma life

now im nt plannin to move or watsoeva
i wil juz do wat i haf to do..lettin go of ma love for u
i said b4 u were everitin to mie
but i was nth to you..
u were ma life
but now i haf 2 let go of u
itz like lettin go of ma life!!!