i wif ritza now..n by choosin hym, i hurt mani guys..
especialli tat sum1 special to mie..i was shocked wen u said u like mie so much..
i like u too but juz like..i told u b4 mani guys want mie but ma heart juz cant open 4 dem..becoz i stil cnt 4get ritza..i noe i hurt u like hell but itz 4 our own gud..u juz broke wif ur x n u nid alot of space to start anew n i stil love ritza..yesh aft knowin u, i like u..i ever tout of startin anew wif u but i juz cnt..mayb im nt rite for u..but i reali wan us to stil stae as wat we r now..im so werried wen u sae u rather b dead..plz dear dun eva tink of tat..if u do sumtin stupid, i wil also do..rmb tat



he wana change 4 mie n prove to mie tat hes seriuz..i didnt believe hym until he prove it to mie 2 dae..he asked mie out..we went town n spend tyme til nite..de wae he treat mie was diff..he start learnin thai since ytd..n he practise wif mie..it was fun..both of us r mixed wif thai hehe..looked ard for baby clothes n toys for our baby evan(his son)..



saw vaNN at citylink..she was werkin den she saw mie..hehe she called ma name several times til she shout..haha..tok to hear 4 awhile den i went off..as we walked, some stupid gerls stare at ritza..i was like wth! y r u smilin n starin at ma guy siak..tk tao malu..pompan dier kt sebela pn kau le mentel2 ngn laki dier..

den deres diz idiot gerl walked passed us n she stare at hym den mie..i blink(jeling) at her..n wen we walked passed her agen, she blink at hym..n he saw tat..haha both of us find shes stupid..wateva la..



i had a great tyme wif ritza..but i stil wonder bout hym..i reali hope he understand how i feel..n hope he dun do antin stupid..haiz