laz nite tokin to darlin den at 3am, he fall aslp like usual..
i hang up n do wateva i cn do..on music loudli and dance alone..release ma strezz..
n no 1 at home so i cn do wateva i wan..haha silly mie..

didnt slp al dae..at 10 pluz darlin woke up, n i called hym..
den wen he brin up diz repeated ques agen..
"juz a random ques, wat if we hang out 2gether wif ma fren n his gf, like a couple date larh..den we booked a room in 1 hotel, n if i ask u to make love on de same bed wif tat couple, wil u?.."
i was like..nt diz ques agen..but diz was how i replied..
"if tats ur plan, i wont even step into de hotel..if i wana make love, i do it privateli wif u..without ani other ppl watchin us.."
den he replied "but dey dun get to touch u wat..juz watch us do our ting n den dey do theirs..n finali dey wil noe tat ma gerl make love reali gud"

damn! i nv tout tat kind of idea was on his mind..gud or bad in making love is nth to show off to ppl..tats ma principle..n im a gerl larh for god sake..his guy fren wil get to c ma body larh..i was askin maself how could he allow his frenz to c mie body?..im nt a pornstar larh..we argued agen of coz..

den i ask tat fuckin ques back to hym..he sae "he dun mind his frenz get to c us make love becoz dey wil b doin it themselves, juz tat we share de same room n bed..no big deal dey get to c us becoz i take sex as a totalli open ting arh..dey wil b able to c onli, but dey cannot touch u..so y r u so werried?.."

damn his response was upsettin mie a lot..i replied "ya itz true tat dey canot touch mie but dey cn c mie body..n wat if dey tok bout mie to other ppl??wat wil happen to ma reputation..u cn b proud becoz ur gerl was hot n fuck real gud..but mie as ur gerl embarrassed!..i tout u wil respond like sayin u dun wana share de room coz u wana do it personalli wif mie onli n sae ur fren wil get to c ma body wich is nt gud for mie..BUT ur response was fuckin opposite larh sak!..

kept on arguin agen n weneva i wana speak up..he told mie to shut up..WTF i nv disrespect hym even once larh..mayb i juz raise ma voice abit tats all..wif de wae he tok to mie n respond to tat stupid ques..i finalli realise his colours arh..he do everitin for hymself most regardless of de conquences wil b gud or bad for mie..but he stil sae he love mie so much..by sayin iloveyou doesnt prove u honestli love mie..nv noe u juz take advantage of mie..nvm larh..i noe im too softhearted, too addicted to hym, trust hym too much, put too much hopes on hym n gif in too much to hym..al de "TOO" arh!!

but for mie, weneva i decide to love hym n decide to be wif hym..i gif al i haf..is how he respect n appreciate wat i given to hym, tat wil prove he love mie sincereli..i told hym tat but i duno he get wat i mean or nt..den he apologise n sae tat im a pleasant gerl, a gerl tat everi guy wan n a gerl tat is matured enuf for ma age..i took it as a compliment onli larh..i noe he stil dun get al ma points..up 2 hym larh..we'll c how it goes frm nw..


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