I WANA ASK MA FRENZ DIZ..
haf u eva been in a rlationship, wher ur partner nv love u at al?..haf u eva feel like hes nt true to u?..haf u eva wonder he might cheat u?..wif al diz in ur mind, do u dare to voice out n ask hym?..r u afraid he might leave u?

wel for mie, i truz hym totali..i dun care wat ppl tink of mie..ppl might tink im stupid to truz sum1 easili..but wat matters is both of us love each other n understand each other..but unfortunateli, i was wrg..now i realised i shldnt truz ani1 easili regardless i love hym or nt..he haf to prove tat hes honest ferst..i shldnt haf believe his werds..i gave hym everi bit of ma heart, ma money n ma life..but wat i get in return was worse dan nth..wat i wan in return is faithfullness n trust frm hym..is it so hard for hym?..y did u come back darlin?..y did u brin mie down agen?..is it fun to hurt sum1 tat love u so deeply?..is it great to use sum1 hu gives u everitin generousli?..FUCK LARH! SUM! PLZZ TEL MIE!!! WHY DIZ ALWAES HAPPEN TO MIE?!! IN EVERI SGL RELATIONSHIP I HAF, WHY MUZ DIZ HAPPEN?!!

nv tout hes juz a fake..nv tout he pretend..nv tout he wil used mie..aft al i gif..aft al i've changed..if hes reali de shit i tink he is, i gotta leave hym soon..havin a major prob now..bout hym n ma familie..i cnt tel yet..but juz take it as itz gona b over..he crushed mie once n crushed mie agen..deres nt gona b another tyme..diz is final for u..soon i wil sae gudbye to u but rmb diz, i love u al along..even i noe u pretend to love mie..if anitin bad happens to u, i wan u to understand tat i haf to do wats best for mie..hope u understand..if u love mie n seriuz wif our relationship, diz wil nv happen..juz wana sae im sowie..no matter how much u hurt mie al along, i stil love u..i juz haf to stop de pain maself..

nt gona log in ma frenster often..n mayb diz wil b ma last post..bye