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If I were a boy, Even just for a day
 Id roll out of bed in the morning
 And throw on what I wanted and go
 Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize
 You’re so ugly when you cry
 Please, just cut it out
 [Chorus]
 Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
 But you put on quite a show
 You really had me going

But now it’s time to go
 Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show
 Very entertaining
 But it’s over now

Go on and take a bow
 Grab your clothes and get gone
 You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
 Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
 This just looks like the re-run
 Please, what else is on
 (Chorus)
 And the award for, the best lie goes to you
 For making me believe that you could be
 Faithful to me
 Let's hear your speech ohh
 How about a round of applause
 Standing ovation


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Thursday, May 22, 2008
7:08 AM




hey sowie didnt update for a wk.. was bz larh.. hehe
i wil tel u briefli wat happenned alrite..
ferst, i received ma summon letter.. was summonned for $30..
i tout $230 but luckili itz not.. phew!!..
2nd, ma end module exams starts on 2nd june til 5th june..
so scared sia.. hope i cn get at least a B for ma weak module..
de rest i wil try ma best to achieve de standards A's..
yea jiayoo..
6th june start holidae.. gona werk3! hahaha..

time for de hubbie n wifey tale.. haha
he bought a pair couple rings for cineleisure for mie..
basically we went out to chill or juz for a ride..
we clicked so well wif each other..
i cnt believe deres a guy hu cn understand ma needs easili..
hehe wen we're on de road, we fool ard.. he likes to speed up
juz to tease n scare mie.. haha.. so far no accidents larh..
dun werrie.. haha..

his weak points are..
hes quite kedekot..he wil save his money to de fullest..
haha.. cmon larh.. he haf to save money for our weddin..
BLUEK..! haha..
n 1 more.. he prefer mie to look more decent and slim..
he would prefer if i dye ma hair back to black..
but i like ma hair colour.. some sort like highlight although i didnt highlight..
de colours mixed n fade..haha..
he told mie to promised hym to slim down by oct..
gosh ! now is alr may n i onli lost 6 kg.. due to werk..
i try ma best k hubbie...

now as usual.. he wil b goin for deploymnt frm fri til mon noon..so diz sun he wil nt get to fetch mie aft ma NDP trainin sey.. sad.. =(.. he wil alwaes fetch mie aft ma trainin but de stupid deploymnt cause our date.. argh !.. haiz nvm.. i cn wait til mon or tues for hym.. he wil fetch mie frm sch..
de 1st tyme he fetch mie frm sch was laz tues.. de ppl nearby de sch gate kept lookin at us.. haha of coz dey wil look at hawtstuffs lyke us ey.. haha.. action uh mie.. haha dun mind ma dumbness..
okae ppl wish mie gud luck for ma exams yea.. tenkiue !!!

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Thursday, May 15, 2008
6:06 AM

hey ! been 4 daes didnt mit my hubbie becoz of his deploymnt..
n todae is our 2wks anniversary n his laz dae for deploymnt for diz wk.. wuhuuuu!!
gona mit hym tml ! i gona b melted by hym agen ! yea ! i cnt wait to c u hubbie!!
i mish ya so much !! if i could kill mas selamat , i wil sia ! so my hubbie wil not suffer ani bloody deploymnt animore.. !

todae i receive a letter frm de police.. informin tat ma x confrm sentenced 4 8mths..
gud luck in dere orite bastard !.. i oso receive de 1st letter frm HSA.. another letter wich is ma summon wil b sent soon.. haiz.. hate diz larh !
todae i did ma role play.. ma partner fifi cocked up abit but ma teacher says itz ok..

im havin cough now.. weneva ma hubbie is awae for deploymnt.. i wil get sick.. ma frenz notice it too.. ouh wat to do .. haiye.. nvm tml n sun meetin hym alr.. weee!!

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Sunday, May 11, 2008
7:24 PM

diz sat went out wif hubbie, sha n wan..
mit redhwan, jup, syawal, fifi and zalikha at vivo..
juz walk2 ard..den separated.. hubbie, mie, sha n wan went to bugis
while ma ite frenz went to clarke quay and zalikha went to commonwealth..
was a bored outin at vivo.. nth much sia..

while ridin to bugis.. our drivers.. which is hubbie and wan..
fool ard on the road.. while mie n sha was quite scared sia..
sha look so cute with de huge helmet n its funny watchin her strugglin on de bike..
hubbie and i spy and watch everi move Wan make with sha..
and guez wat.. Wan hold sha hand n hug her.. wth..
sha and Wan not even couple den Wan stil dare to touch her.. hmph..

went bugis to find affordable couple tshirts but cnt find ani.. hmph!
den went penin.. same thing.. cnt find ani too..
gave up searchin and went to town to lepak..
Wan send sha at town n went off to de airport to fetch his fren..
thus sha haf to take public transport home..
den hubbie send mie home..

sunday was the best !!! unforgetable!!
hubbie and i went sumwhere.. secret uh.. haha
had fun n loads of switness..
stick to each other lyke glue sia..
love his body smell..itz not body odour..
the way he moves his hand make mie melt
awwww!! k la let u guys wonder uh..
dun ask mie ques.. i wil not ans bout diz topic..
TOP SECRET UH!!

now de big sacrifice.. de big bad news
bie juz finish his deplymnt on fri and he haf 4 days off..
but his officer ask hym and another 2 campmates a favour..
one of diz three haf to do todae deployment til fri..
all were cocked up aft hearin tat.. no matter wad, 1 of dem haf to sacrifice..
bie wana sacrifice hymself.. at ferst i couldnt accpt tat.. i did cry a bit..
bie juz kept comfortin mie, kiss mie n wipe ma tears..
he wipe everi tears b4 dey touch ma cheeks..
he hate those tears.. so he kept convincin mie and lazly he ask wil i let hym go?..
i juz sae nod n sae i love you..
den he hug mie tightly and den he felt lyke cryin..
haha hubbie silly la.. wen i stop cryin, he start..
i told hym nt to cry.. i wil b strong to cope with it..
i cn wait.. eventhough missin hym is such a torture..
haiz.. eventhough he gona return on fri.. we wil onli mit agen on sun
aft ma NDP trainin at bedok camp.. hmm wait wait wait..

ma heart was kidnapped by u

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
6:57 AM

kip lookin de tiny ring he gave laz fri..
itz so small tat it onli cn fit ma laz finger..
haiye.. but i stil wear it..

todae went to take ma salary..
den went to yck lpk wif ma frenz
aft tat went to bugis n eat..
on ma wae home, DERRICK mr negro, msg mie..
wana mit mie up..aft 1 mth didnt cntct mie..
he said hes bz wif work..
and wen i told hym i haf a new bf alr,
he juz wish mie al de bez..
haiz..hes juz too lil too late..
i used to adore hym but he left mie alone
and wen hes back, i lead a new chap alr..
im sowie..but i do mish you baby boo

about u khai.. ure juz ego.. VERI FUCKIN EGO
ma frenz cn c tat ure jelez most of de tyme wen al of us tok bout hubbie
i cn c tat ure jelez too
BUT cn u ans al de ques tat i alwaes wonder since we broke off???
al diz wonderin n curiousy make it harder for mie to stop tinkin bout u..
damn!! dun b a coward or ego larh plz..
ure making it worse !
i noe u hate mie for watsoeva reason but rmb, u were de 1 hu end us!
u were de 1 hu let mie go like im ur shit frm ur ass!!
u were de 1 hu kept quiet lyke nth happens!!
i dun love u animore but i juz wan ma ques in ma mind to b answered!!
BUT i noe u wil nv tel mie
SO i will nt care to bother bout ur reaction or wateva shit larh ehk!!
damn! y muz he b in de same clz as mie?!! diz make it worsen sia!!
argh !!

da la.. enough.. focus on hubbie onlie.. bie might haf guard duty on sat or sun.. ala.. i wan 2 spend both sat n sun wif hym.. haiz.. pray hard he doesnt haf to do guard duty.. but itz ok if he nids to do tat.. i undrstnd.. at least mit hym once durin de weekend pn ok.. lpzkn windu kt dier.. muwahhs!! mon mayb bie fetchin frm sch.. wuhhhuuuu!!! vrooommm!!! IMY!! ILY!!!

ma heart was kidnapped by u

Tuesday, May 06, 2008
10:11 AM

wah 2dae so lazy..go sch late agen
no use sia ma house near ma sch.. stil late.. haha
heehee i mish hubbie so much todae
tat i kip hearin diz 1 song.. duka dlm rindu..
de whole dae sia i hear diz song.. den i tel hubbie tat lyke diz de whole dae.. i duno y.. mayb im too happy tat i haf hym in ma lyfe.. or im juz missin hym too much
and diz was wat he replied
"tangisan airmata mengalir
dari kelopak matamu
dipenuhi dengan kegembiraan,
kemesraan dan kasih sayang..
jgnla kamu menangis,
keran itu membuatku merasa
hampa melihatmu dlm
kesedihan"

hai..hes juz simply gentle n swit..

ouh yarh tml is ma role play.. i hope i cn do wel for it..wish mi luck you all

ma heart was kidnapped by u

Monday, May 05, 2008
6:47 AM

1st may.. de beginning of my everitin..my love..
im now attached with SHAHLIHIN..
wana noe bout hym?..haha so read diz up k..
hes 21 yrs old..servin ns as military police..
haf a kawasaki KR bike..vrooom!!!

how did i end up wif hym uh??.. hmm ouh i was mingling wif 3 guys..
n i tel al three tat im minglin ard larh.. de 1st guy gave up..
den btwn de 3rd n shah..i chose shah becoz i do haf feelings for hym
wel de other 1 is juz a fren.. but pity de 3rd guy..

frm 30 apr wed til 4th may sun.. diz 5 daes.. i went out wif hym non stop
wuhhhuuu!.. haha but now sad sia.. he haf to do deploymnt frm 2dae til fri..total 5 daes oso.. haiye.. stupid mas selamat la.. menyusahkn org jek.. kimak..!

now i haf bad news..i was caught twice for smokin in a wk sia..
fuck ar!! hell shit!!
ferst was nearby sch wif ma member haiza..
2nd was in frnt of far east on last sat.. fine $230 uh.. for litterin n underage!!
now ma parents nid to noe bout it coz tml ma class advisor wil inform ma parents..
and ma hubbie wil pay half of de fines.. appreciate it hubbie!! but im sowie to trouble al of us ma loved ones.. i promise to b more carefull n alert..

gud news is i got two A's for ma two modules.. haha weee!! hubbie n ma parents happie for mie.. hehe..

diz wed is ma pay day n laz dae werkin at BATA .. ma salary wil b used to pay fines and i gona rebond on fri or sat.. go shoppin on sat or sun.. sun wil b goin on a triple couple outing.. ma step bro n gf, hubbie n mie and hubbie's fren n gf.. huhhuuu!! cnt wait larh sey..!! ma pics of hubbie n mie are posted in both of our frenster.. go n check it out.. dun 4get to gif comments alrite.. tenkiue larh sey!!











ma heart was kidnapped by u