heyheyhey!
i noe u guys r deeply mad wif mie coz i dun update ma blog for so long!!
coz ma com gone now i haf a new lappy
so u guys wil hear aload bout mie frm nw..haha
well bout sch..i finished my Ntec in ite bshan alr
now im in simei doin my Hgher Ntec
simei is a fuckin idiot sch!!! juz hate it so much
everitin single ting bout de sch sux!!!

now bout relationship..
mie n shah 2dae suppose to b our 1 yr anniversary..
but we decide to b frenz den lovers..
stil we love each other n celebrate everi anniversary
we avoid bein lovers becoz we wil argue aload
b frenz n love each other is beta..hehe

but nw im havin a prob..
ma x Nikki..juz came out frm prison..
he cntct mie back..haix
even i move on, stil i nv forget hym..
is diz love?
den wad about shah?
i felt lyke inside my heart is shah
but Nikki poke a hole
n now shah's lyke slippin out of ma heart..
i reali dun understand maself..

Nikki is my dream guy tat i want
but hes a big motherfuckin gangsta..
if i choose hym, i have to suffer livin "underground"
if i choose shah, aload of improvement to b made before we cn settledown
haix..if i dun choose both, i duno larh..cn i do it?..
i met Nikki laz 2 daes..it was great seein hym agen..he shows he love mie
but ytd n 2dae, he sms a bit n weneva i called hym,he sae hes bz wif diz n tat
i onli felt love wen mie n hym mit..wen we r apart, he juz care bout his underground..
but shah cares bout mie de whole tyme..juz he might nt b gentle n hes stingy..

im sowie shah..i reali duno y im lyke diz since Nikki's back..stil i love u..

heres ma pic wif ma simei frenz..


heres Nikki pics