why? why those guys tat play(shirt/baju), alwaes tink bout themselves n their peeps first? they cn ignore or put aside their girl so easily..they fight for revenge and their rights but they cnt fight for their girl..i just hate their mindset..
we as girls, if we love love them, we cn sacrifice anitin or even die for them..! why cnt they do the same ting?!! i wana know whether they realise this or not, if they have ani problems, who are alwaes ready to help, who wil b by their side al de tyme?!!
WE BITCHES!!
wen they nid sum1 to give them love wen nobody cares about them, who are willin to give them?? wen they nid pleasure and warmth, who please them with it??
WE BITCHES!!
Can they get al this from their braders or gang peeps?!!! NOOOOO!!
so all u gangsters out dere, plz tink bout it..plz appreciate the girl tat loves u with al her hart n soul..if not, at least let her understand tat u dun nid her animore n return her love tat she gave u niceli..shes alrd badli hurt so dun crush her animore..i know how it feels becoz i've been thru tons of u guys alrd..n dun regret if shes gone, becoz shes nv gona TURN BACK TO YOU ANYMORE
the pain is worse than anitin wen ure dump by their ego,loyalty n dignity for their gang! im sufferin it!! urgh!!
todae im postin about a joke or mayb a lame joke i went to sch to do my last CA test paper for diz bloody year n gues wad??.. i didnt even touch my book to revise or look at it at all! LOL..thenn wen im in de exam room, i felt diz way:
1- heart beatin fast 2- terrified 3- cant leave de room until 30mins is over 4- stil try becoz i know i haf to pass 5- aft 30mins over, i cnt take it..im lyke a dead bitch..
u sort of know i felt ryte?.. u guess confirm eva felt diz wae b4 ryte?.. now i tel u how i calm myself down.. u know the Russian Roulette by Rihanna ? rmb de chorus:
And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving I know that I must pass this test So just pull the trigger
WAKAKAKAKA dis chorus reali explain how the fuck i was feelin!! LOLLL heres de music video for u to njoy
NEXT about two guys..IKHMAL AND SHAH MOTOR Ikhmal is my long lost "fren" (knalan)..i know hym wen i was in sec 4 Den we didnt kip in touch much and den lost cntct.. we did exchange pics but we didnt mit..so we forget it and move on.. Then he text mie ytd n we share bout our lyfe aft we lost cntct.. The best part is, he stil kept my pic tat i exchnge wif hym a few yrs bck.. He rmb every single detail bout mie!! lyke wth! dis guy reali strike mie.. its swit of hym..hahaha..but we're juz frens..i dun reali tink i gona b close to hym or sumtin.. coz Kyo n Shah is givin mie enough headache n hartache alrd! fuhh!
ma heart was kidnapped by u
Monday, December 07, 2009
1:39 PM
wellx3...finalli i miss blogging.. heheehee..i know y'all al might b mad at mie for nt updatin.. haix..i tout i could avoid bloggin becoz i wil get reali emo.. but i realised, bloggin did help mie release some pain.. i know no 1 might rmb my blog, but stil i wil share wadeva i haf..
hmm..wher shld i begin..hmm how bout sch 1st.. lyfe in simei sux lyke fcukin hell..but my clsmates r gr8.. i seldom go sch..i onli go sch wen my bitch CA warn mie or wen i misses my frenz.. did badly for all tests..was debarred but i appealled..exams dead.. i duno wads wrg wif mie or anitin else tat alwaes stoppin mie to focus on sch.. i did bloody well durin my Nitec but now hgher nitec, i juz didnt put ani damn effort..
about LOVE.. urgh..juz dun wana tok bout it uhh..*take a deep breath*..ok lets start.. i broke off wif shah motor about 1mth ago..and he still..yarh..chase aft mie for patch up..u know hym..haix..annoyin..im sgl now but i fil lyke its worse than bein att! well deres sum1 in mind now..kyo..i tink he prefer to b called by tat name.. we know each other for yrs becoz hes my bestie x..but we didnt kip in touch.. we usuali msg and ask bout each other n den fullstop.. but a few daes b4 my bdae, we kept in touch.. and u know..go dating and etc. we felt de connection, de feelings wen ure gona fall for sum1..heeehhee.. he did propose but i wasnt prepared..i wan to b stable and sure about everyting den i wil tink bout bein tied with hym..
so its lyke im caught in dis stupidddd idiot love triangle.. shah motor+ME+kyo..history+ME+present..u know wad i mean ryte??..haixx.. sumtimes i do tink im juz a bitch tat cnt b attached, engaged, married or even haf kids..becoz all juz sinks down man.. so my ladies..1 advice..if u wana b a bitch, tink carefulli..becoz its damn fckin hard for u to chnge or achieve anitin frm love.. juz b a typical girl is alrd cool ok?..
todae..kyo n mie had sum misunderstandin..i did tel hym i wan us to b over.. i duno wad makes mie says tat..but COME ON..im havin fever n im totali weak..becoz i hardli get sick, so wen it hpns, im damn weak..but rmb dis dear, u know wen i sae its over, it doesnt mean i wana trash u awae..it means i cnt take it, n i nid a timebreak..stil im not over u ok..
babyrika
