wellx3...finalli i miss blogging..
heheehee..i know y'all al might b mad at mie for nt updatin..
haix..i tout i could avoid bloggin becoz i wil get reali emo..
but i realised, bloggin did help mie release some pain..
i know no 1 might rmb my blog, but stil i wil share wadeva i haf..

hmm..wher shld i begin..hmm how bout sch 1st..
lyfe in simei sux lyke fcukin hell..but my clsmates r gr8..
i seldom go sch..i onli go sch wen my bitch CA warn mie or wen i misses my frenz..
did badly for all tests..was debarred but i appealled..exams dead..
i duno wads wrg wif mie or anitin else tat alwaes stoppin mie to focus on sch..
i did bloody well durin my Nitec but now hgher nitec, i juz didnt put ani damn effort..

about LOVE..
urgh..juz dun wana tok bout it uhh..*take a deep breath*..ok lets start..
i broke off wif shah motor about 1mth ago..and he still..yarh..chase aft mie for patch up..u know hym..haix..annoyin..im sgl now but i fil lyke its worse than bein att!
well deres sum1 in mind now..kyo..i tink he prefer to b called by tat name..
we know each other for yrs becoz hes my bestie x..but we didnt kip in touch..
we usuali msg and ask bout each other n den fullstop..
but a few daes b4 my bdae, we kept in touch..
and u know..go dating and etc.
we felt de connection, de feelings wen ure gona fall for sum1..heeehhee..
he did propose but i wasnt prepared..i wan to b stable and sure about everyting den i wil tink bout bein tied with hym..

so its lyke im caught in dis stupidddd idiot love triangle..
shah motor+ME+kyo..history+ME+present..u know wad i mean ryte??..haixx..
sumtimes i do tink im juz a bitch tat cnt b attached, engaged, married or even haf kids..becoz all juz sinks down man..
so my ladies..1 advice..if u wana b a bitch, tink carefulli..becoz its damn fckin hard for u to chnge or achieve anitin frm love..
juz b a typical girl is alrd cool ok?..

todae..kyo n mie had sum misunderstandin..i did tel hym i wan us to b over..
i duno wad makes mie says tat..but COME ON..im havin fever n im totali weak..becoz i hardli get sick, so wen it hpns, im damn weak..but rmb dis dear, u know wen i sae its over, it doesnt mean i wana trash u awae..it means i cnt take it, n i nid a timebreak..stil im not over u ok..